Well, it has been awhile since I have written anything, but I have something to share! My school has closed! I am taking the news relatively well I think. I could be a total mess and declaring that I will drag them to court and demand my money back. Instead I am quite calm about the whole situation. I am appreciative of the time and work I have put in. I have learnt a lot and gained knowledge that has broadened my horizons. I am sadden to think that I must start all over again but this is an opportunity to reflect. I am also feeling a sense of relief. Life as a full time worker and the mother of two young children leaves little room for school. I now have the space to be a mother and focus on my family.
The last course I took was learning about medicinal plants. This struck a cord with me and touched me at my very core. Sure, I am interested in nutrition, but herbs and medicinal plants is where it is at! I loved every minute of this course. Instead of going back to school to study nutrition, what if I studied herbalism? Rosemary Gladstar, my personal hero, wrote one of the books that we studied and I want to be like her when I grow up. How do I get there though? My dream would be to grow lots of medicinal plants and know how to use all of them. I would teach others how to use them and help to heal others. I just need to figure out how to get there.
The other thing that keeps coming back into focus is my desire and pull towards yoga. I have been studying yoga since I was in college. It has always provided me a grounding space to think and let go. Now that I have some space and time I am liking the idea of taking classes again and seeing where it takes me.
Time will tell as to what direction my life will take. I can only be patient for the outcome. Plants will always be a source of interest for me and yoga will always be a calming release.
What Kate Ate 7/20/10
Banana
Oatmeal with walnuts and raisins
Salad, steamed veggies, tofu, and noodles
Salad with tuna, black beans, cucumber, corn, avocado and ginger dressing
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